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WELL 2DAISZ TILL MY BOOSZ BDAY AWWWE ! IM SO HAPPY BC I GET TO BRING HER HER GIFT TO ESCUELA ! SHES GUNA LOVE IT . WELL IM HOPEN . AND HOPEFULLY HER OTHER GIFT 4 XMAS CAN BE TO SEE .. PIIIIIIIITTTTBULLLL !! HES HAVEN A CONCERT AT PALADIUM ! ON DEC 26TH ! I JUS WANNA GO TO C HIS CONCERT ND THEN LEAVE LOL . I DUN GO TO DANCE NE MORE .
WELL 2DAI WAS OK DAY . I SLEPT IN 3RD . 6TH AND WELL I WANTED TO SLEEP IN 7TH BUT I COULDNT . WE HAD MIDTERM REVIEW . YUCKY ; WE HAVE MIDTERMSZ FOR MATH ON FRIDAY ! I DUN WANNA TAKE EM ! YUCK ! AFTER SCHOOL I WALKED TARA TO THE LOCKER ROOM AS ALWAYS AND THEN I WAS TLKIN TO JOHN ON MY WAY HOME . THEN CAME HOME AND JUS CHILLLEDD . AND LATER ON I WENT TO ALLYSZ AND I WAS THERE 4 A LITTLE . SHE WAS WITH CHARLES SO I WAS KINDA IN THE LIVEN ROOM FOR MOSTA THE TIME . AND PARTA THE TIME I WAS IN HER ROOM MAKEN ALLY GO CRAAZZYY . SHE WASNT FEELIN GOOD SO OFCOURSE I HAVE TO BUG HER . THEN ME AND BUBBA - LOGAN - WENT TO THE GAS STATION LOL . ! . THEN CAME HOME AND UM YAA IM CHILLLENNN !!!
WELL ME AND JOHN BEEN HAVEN SO MUCH STRESS LATELY ! BUT WERE DOING OKAY . ME AND HIM ARE STILL GOOD AND I LOVE HIM . HES THE BESTEST BOYFRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD AND I LOVE HIM SO MUCH . I WISH HE COULD COME BACK TO ME BUT I KNO THAT AS LONG AS WE ARE ON THIS EARTH . WE WILL BE TOGETHER ! NO MATTER WHAT . DISTANCE ; OTHER GFSZ l BFSZ ; PARENTSZ NOTHING !! ITS NOT POSSIABLE
WELL IM OUTIE . I LOVE YAWL [ OMG IT WAS SO COLLLD THIS MORNNINNNGG . YUKKK ]
<3 - KAILANI RAYE
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| FUKIN HOES THESE DAYS |
[12 Dec 2004|01:38pm] |
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YEAHHHHH - USHER |
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WHY THE FUK HOES CANT UNDERSTAND MY MAN DONT WANT THEM . U GRLSZ IN CONN HAVE NO CHANCE . I DONT GIVE A FUK WHERE I LIVE . ULL NEVER GET WITH HIM ! DAMN GET THE FUK OVA UR SELF !
WELL THATS THAT . LAST NIGHT I GOT OFFA WRK AT 6 AND I CHILLED AND ATE LOL AND THEN TURRA GOT ON AND WE FIGURED OUT THAT I WAS DEFF COMMEN OVER AND CHILLLLLLLLEN LOL . SO YUH I DID AND THAT WAS MUY FUN ! WE TLKD ON THE FONES AND ONLINE AND DANCES AKA WE POPED THAT THANG LOL . ANDDD TAHTS BOUT IT . WE WANTED MCDONALDS BUT COULDNT LOL UM WE STYL WANT IT LOL . BUT NOW WERE CHILLEN AND TURRA IS FOLDIN CLOTHES .
SO IMMA WRITE LATER . ONLI IF THIS HOE DECIDES TO REPLY BC SHES A BITCH AND CANT PUT HER FUKIN NAME EVEN THO IM MORE THAN SURE IK WHO IT IS . SKKKKKKANKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK !!!!
- KAILANI RAYE [ I LOVE U JOHNNY . HOPE UR HAVEN FUN ]
BOO & SULLY - S4L
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[11 Dec 2004|11:37am] |
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WELL I HAVE CLICKED OUT OF THIS LJ 3XSZ AND LOST WHAT IM SAYEN SO IF THIS DOESNT WRK THEN SRY YAWL JUS WONT GET A UPDATE LOL . SRY IM TIRED . [I LOVE U JOHN]
LAST NIGHT I WRKD TILL SIX AND THEN I WENT STR8 TO THE STEP COMP WITH ALLY AND HER MOM . WE ENDED MEETING UP WITH CHARLES'S AUNT AND HIS LIL CUZIN ! HIS CUZIN WAS HITTEN ON ALEX LIKE WHOA ! LOL IT WAS SO FUNNY . SHES HIS LIL GIRLFRIEND LOL ! . WELL IT TOOK 4EVER FOR THE SHOW TO START . LIKE 730 I THINK IT FINALLY DID ! SO EVERY1 WAS GETEN FRUSTRATED ! BUT WEN IT START FLANAGAN'S[SP]DANCE TEAM STARTED IT OFF SOOO GOODD ! THEY WERE AWSOME . I WANA GO THERE JUS FOR THE DANCE TEAM !! BUT UK I G2 REP. MY GLADESZ OR SHOULD I SAY GABLESZ LMAO ALLY . [ THE MAN SAID CORAL GABLESZ ] . LAUDERDALE IMPRESSED ME ALOT TOO ! THEY WERE AWSOME [ STEP TEAM ] . ( I LOVE U JOHN )
AND U KNOOOOOOOOOOOOO OUR BOYSZZZ KILLLLLLDDD ITTT !! I WAS SOO BLOWN AWAY ! I THOUGHT THE GRLSZ WOULD DO IT 4 ME . BUT THEY KINDA . JUS NEEDA WRK A LIL HARDER AND PUT MORE ATTUIDE INTO IT . MAYB SOME BOOTY BC I KNO THEM GRLSZ CAN ! BUT IM PROUD OF THEM ! THEY CAME OUT , NEW ON STAGE AND TORE IT UP ! HOLLA LOL ! THE GRLSZ WERE GOOD THO . I G2 GIVE IT TO THE LADISZ ! BUT THA WUN GRLSZ PANTIES WERE POPIN OUT AND . THAT KINDA MESSD IT UP .WELL WE DIDNT END UP PLACING . BUT HEY WHO CARES . IF MORE PPL FRM OUR SCHOOL WAS THERE THEY WOULD BE SO PROUD OF OUR TEAMS . I KNO ME AND ALLY R ! GRREAATT JOBBBB GUYYSZ & GIRRLLSZ ! AFTER THE SHOW ME AND ALLY AND HER MOM WENT TO GO EAT AT DENNYSZ AND WE DIDNT GET HOME TILL BOUT . 1 ? I HAD A AWSOME NIGHT . I WISH JOHN WAS THERE TO SHARE IT WITH US ! [ I LOVE U JOHN ]
ANNNDDD ASSS ALLLL OOFFF UUU KNNNOOO ! I WAS MISSEN MY BABY THE WHOLE NIGHT . I WISH HE COULDA BEEN THERE WITH ME . HE HAD TO GO TO HIS AUNTS HOUSE ! SO HE COULDNT RELE TLK TO ME . BUT I KNO HE WAS THINKIN BOUT ME LOL . WELL DUH . BUT UM OK [ AND YEA HES NOT THINK BOUT THE BYTCH WHO WANA TLK SHYT IN MY LJ . I FEEL BAD 4 U . JOHN HIM SELF EVEN TOLD U OFF 4 EVERYONE TO C . SUX TO BE U ] - BABY I LOVE U AND I MISS U SO MUCH , I CANT WAIT TILL U COME HERE IN FEB . I WANNA SEE UR BEAUTIFUL FACE AGAIN AND HAVE WUN OF THE LONG LOVING HUGS WE ALWAYS GIVE EACHOTHER . THAT WOULD TAKE MOSTA MY PAIN AWAY FRM NOT BEING ALLOWED TO C U . AND ALL THE SHYT WE BEEN THREW THESE [ALMOST] 4 MONTHSZ ! I LOVE U JOHNNY DIAZ . AND I MISS U LIKE CRAZZZZZZZZZZY . NO CONN HOE CAN TAKE U AWAY FRM ME . I KNO I HAVE UR HEART . AND UK YOULL ALWAYS HAVE MINE . (U EITHA RIDE OR COLLIDE)
WELL IM OUTIE . I G2 WORK AT 1-6 ! YUKKY
LOVE ALWAYS - JOHNSZ "LIDDUL" GIRL [ EVEN THO IM OLDER LOL]
LETS SEE WHAT U HOES GOTTA SAY BOUT THIS ENTRY .. YAWN
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[08 Dec 2004|04:32pm] |
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2DAII IS MY BABYSZ BDAY AND IM SO EXCITED ! HES ACTUALLY 15 LOL . 2 CUTE . HES NOT MY LIL BOI NE MORE LOLOL ! WELL OK I ADMIT IM BERY SAD BC I MISS HIM ALOT AND I DEFF WAS CRYEN TODAY IN 7TH HR . BUT ITS NO BIG . IM FINE NOW BC WERE TLKIN AND HES MAKEN ME LAUGH AND IM LOVENN IT !!
WELL YAWL C THE DRAMA SO IM NOT GUNA EXPLAIN IT . IDC IF YAWL MAKE IT SEEM LIKE IM THE BAD WUN AND I WAS JUS TRYEN TO SUCK UP TO TARUH . THATS U . BUT IK . SO UM YA
HAPPPPYYYY B-DDDDAAAAYYYY JOHNNNNY
I LOVE U TARUH AKA BOO
<3 JOHNSZ POOH AND TARUHSZ SULLY
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well i jus woke up a lil bit ago and man im tired ! i had to sleep in the liven room ! yukkk . were re*doin me and anasz room ! yay . its guna be soo cute . maybe ill get a digital camera 4 xmas and ill get pics of it . teehee .
well yesterday was a good day . nutn much rele happened . it was just good . funny , calm day ! i couldnt wait till that bell in 7th hr. lemme tell ya . i wanted to run and call john so bad ! =] ! and i did . teehee . then i needed a dollar and no1 had wun . charles did but he wouldnt give it to me . but i got wun frm jordan . but do u think ima pay him back ? maybbb not lol . im bad lol
so at 4:0o i went to wrk . and that was fun ; brandon was maken fun of me tellin me that i dont do ne work ! but i kno i do lol . and i was tlkin to sum kid named joe that works with me bout my friends lol ? but that was bout it . it was a easy day not many ppl were comein to our store . and i dont wrk today and 2dai is wen i get all my $$$ ! so ya . im sad bc i wont get paid alot prolly !
but im waiten for johnny to call me . hes sleeping ! yukk .. i want him to wake up ! lol im greedy ! i want him to tlk to me now now now ! lol but hell be callin soon ! i hope =] . p.s im cheaten and im callen ....... YAY HES AWAKE !
ok now im leaven bc i wana tlk to my beautiful baby boy . and now u lol . just kidden ! i love yawl <33 . and if u dont like me . kiss my ass lol . mwah . [ my carpet looks amazing . yay im so excited ]
<33 kailani raye aka poohbear aka turrasz sully
wow thats alota names !! =] im jus that special
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[02 Dec 2004|04:43pm] |
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YEAH ME AND JOHN DEFF MADE IT TO EIGHT MONTHSZ AND ALL YAWL WERE DEFF WRONG . SO IF U SAID WE WOULDNT ... UR NO MRS.CLEO !! LMAO . ME AND JOHN ARE VERY HAPPY TOGETHER AND WE WILL BE TILL . UMMMM . FOREVER !!!!! DAMN JOHN DONT IT FEEL GOOD TO RUB IT IN THEM HATASZ FACES !?! I KNO IT DUZ .
JOHN : YA WE SHOWD YAWL SO NOW LET US BEND OVER SO U CAN KISS OUR ASSES !
WELL BABY I WANA SAY I LOVE U AND I MISS U AND IM VERY HAPPY WITH U . I HOPE THAT U R TOO . I KNO ITSZ HARD FOR US TO MAKE THIS WORK BUT WE DO . AND ITS BC WERE JUS . THE BEST LOLOL . I LOVE U AND I MISS U LIKE CRAZY !! I HOPE U LIKE MY GIFT ILL BE SENDING YOU ON . SUNDAY I THINK . MAYB SATURDAY !! AHHHHHHHH IM VERY EXCITED . MOM AND LOGY HELPD ME BUT I KNO ULL LOVE IT BC IT WAS MY IDEA . LOL .
JOHNNYSZ BDAY - 6DAYSZ ! AWWW MY BIG BOY LOL
<3 KAILANI RAYE AKA JOHNSZ NOT UR [ HINT THE LJ USERNAME ? ]
YOULL NEVER BE WITH HIM SO GET OVER UR SELF LOLOLOL
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sick of ppl sitten here tlkin shyt . if u wanna tlk shyt please come tell me . bc this is rele gay to sit here and write it in my lj . i guess idk who my friends are so at this point i rele dont care if ne wun wanna be my friend . taruh lex alex shay stine ne wun . i love u guys . but if that was u then . fuk it we dun needa be friends . jus lemme kno . bye
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I DONT NEED NOBODY BUT MY SELF ND MY BABY . EVERYONE WANA LEAVE ME [ BE GONE ]
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BONE CRUSHA - i AiNT NEVA SCURRED |
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i CAME . i UPDATED . iM GONE
P.S PPL PiSSS MEE OFF
<3 KAiLANi - LiKE iT OR LOVE iT HOESZ
- - WELL SHOW ALLA EM JOHN . i LOVE U BABY . NOW AAND 4EVER - -
iTSZ U AND ME ALL THE WAY . -9MONTHSZ UNOFFiCiALLY 2-22-04 -ILU
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MTV - REAL WRLD |
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OMMMMGG i MiSSSSS JOHNNNNNN SO MUCHHHHH !! iM LiKE DYEN ! i CANT TAKE iT SUMTiMES .. :'( GOD i MiSS HiM
JUST ... THOUGHT iD SHARE =[ ?
<33 JOHNNYSZ LiL BABSZ BUNNiE
P.S i MiSS U BABY - SO MUCH
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HOLA EVERYONE . LEMME JUST START OUT WITH A FEW ANNOUCMENTS . . .
-HAPPPPPPPPY BIRTH DAY TO TITI ! [ JOHN AND DEESZ AUNT ] . TE AMO MUCH ! GOD GUYS MISS HER SO MUCH . SHE IS THE SWEETEST PERSON YOULL EVER MEET IN UR LIFE . AND SHE MAKES THE BESTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT EGGSANDWHICHSZ ! YUMMM IM LOVEN IT
- LOOK WAT JOHN SAIIIDD LOL YAY ->
JOHN:UR NOT AN ABNORMAL BABY
ME: IM NOT !
ME: AHH YES!
ME: PPL TELL ME I AM. N NOW I CAN SAY. MY BABY SAID NO IM NOT . IM NORMAL =]
- I GOT MY PICE OF CRAP METRO TUREND BACK ON . YAY . IM LOVEN IT THO . SO . UMM . HOLLER AT YOUR GIRL ? YUHHHH THATS IT LOL
- ME AND STINE DECIDED . ME - TURRA - HER - HEATHER - AND ALLY ARE GOING ON A ROAD TRIP IN FEB WHEN TURRA GETS HER LICENSE TO GO SEE DANIMAL AND JOHNNY<3 . OMG IM BERYY EXCITED . NOW LETS SEE IF WE CAN ACTUALLY GO LOL . O YA . TURRA CAN WE GO LMAO . I DIDNT EVEN ASK U . BUT IK ULL SAY YEPP ! =] .
WELL GUYS I WOKE UP AT 7:00 AND WAS AT WRK AT 7:30 THIS MORNING . AND I GOT OFF AT 10:00 . IT WAS A HARD DAY AT WRK . BUT IM OK . AND I WASSSS GUNA SLEEP WITH JOHN ON THE FONE BUT HE HAD TO GO . AND NOW THAT IM TLKIN TO HIM . UGH . JUS GUESS . YUPPPPPPPPP HES NOT TIRED . O MAN O MAN . IM VERRY TIRED . AND MY BAQ IS KILLEN ME . BUT NO . IM OK . DONT WRY BOUT ME . LOL . WELL I RELE DUN HAVE MUCH TO SAY . SO IM OUTTIE . I LOVE EVERYONE . ESP. JOHNNY - DEE - BOO - HiT HULK - STINE[BATMAN]- ALLY ECT
<33 KAILANI RAYE
AKA BABSZ BUNNIE
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HEY GUYSZ . WELL HOW IS EVERYONE ON THIS BEAUTIFUL NIGHT ? IM . WELL ITSZ W.E . I HAD TO WRK YESTERDAY AND I HAD TO WRK TODAY . YUKKY . 2DAY WAS COOL . MY DEAR BECKY ADDOPTED ME HEEHEE . IM LOVEN IT . SHES A SWEET HEART . AND I WAS ON BREAK AND I CALLED JOHN BUT HE HAD TO GO . =[ . O YEAH AND I GOT MY CELLIE TURNED BACK ON . YAY . OK WELL ITS STYL A GAY METRO . BUT I HAVE UNLIMITED SO . BOOOOOO YAAAAAA !
MY HEAD IS STARTEN TO HURT ME RELE BAD . BUT IMA BE OK . NO WRYSZ . !
ITS MY MOMMYSZ BDAY AND . YA SHES SITTEN IN BED . OMG IM SO BORED . I WANNA GO OUT MORE THAN SHE DOES . GOOOOOOOOD . W/E MY NIGHT IS STARTEN TO SUCK SO IMA GO . HEATHER - I HOPE TO SEE U ON MONDAY . TEE*HEE*HEE . AND TARUH AKA MY BOO I MISS U . AND LEXII AKA HULK I WUBBBBBBBBBBB U . AND ALLYBUG - I MISS U GITTER . GOTTA CHIL AGAIN ? AND STINE AND EMM AND ANA AND EVERYONE IN THIS WRLD I LOVE U LOL
JOHNNY I LOVE U BABY AND I MISS U . I WISH U WERE HERE . I HATE BEING HOME BY MY SELF . I WANA BE WITH U =[
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[18 Nov 2004|05:06pm] |
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WHATS UP ? NUTENN MUCH OVER HERE . iM MUY BORED . MY MOM MADE ME HANG UP THE FONE WiTH JOHNNY AND iDK WHY . SHES iNA BAD MOOD i THiNK ? O WELL . HOPEFULLY HELL BE HOME SOON ? i RELLLLLLLLLE DO . i MiSS HiM . ALOTT .
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM BOUT MYYY DAYYYYYYYYYY !!! - - - >
**1ST HR. - OMG SOOOOOOO MUCH FUN . ME - BOO [TARUH GET USED TO HER NAMED BEING BOO LOL] - ND LEXi ALL GOT PiCKED TO REMAKE THE REDNECK GRL DANCE . WOW SOO MUCH FUNN . LEXi WAS SOO OFF BUT ME AND TARUH WERE ON TRACK WEN WE HAD TO GO iNFROUNT OF THE CLASS . iT WAS SOO FUNNiE . BUT WERE WRKiN ON iT .
**2ND HR. - WELL i DiDNT GET TO TURN iN A PAPER i 4GOT AT HOME . WEN SHE TOLD ME THAT i COULD . GAYNESS HUH ? SO i WAS SAD . AND i DiD BAD ON WUNA MY TESTS . BUT i DiD GREEEATTT ON A QUiZ AND i WAS SOOOOOOOO HAPPY . THATS BOUT iT 4 THAT CLASS
**3RD HR. - HMMMMMMMMMMMMMM .. AWL WE DiD WAS READ THiS POEM THiNG AND THEN i TLKD TO JOE AND GiZZY . THAT WAS VERY FUN . THEY'RE GREAT LiSTENERSZ . AND i LOVE NEWUN WHO LiSTENSZ LMAO J/K LOL .
**4TH HR. - ME . HUGO . NiCH . AND GiZZY ALL SAT AT WUN TABLE . WE WERE MiSSEN PHiL THO . MUY SAD . LOL . BUT ALL WE DID iN THAT CLASS WAS WATCH A MOViE . iT WAS ON . UMMM . O YEAH . ViKiNGSZ LOL . THEY'RE VERYYY MEAN PEOPLE . i DEFF DONT WANNA RUN iNTO ONEA THEM . NOO WAYY ! THATS AWL . N E X T - - C L A S S !!
**5TH HR. - HEHE THERE WAS NO FiVE TODAYYYYY SiLLY DUCK . LOL
**6TH HR. - WELL iT STARTED VERRRRRRRRRRRY BAD . i GOT A DETENTiON ! URGH . MY 1ST TiME "LATE" . UM HOW WAS i LATE WEN i WAS RiGHT iNFRONT OF HER FACE ? UGHH DAMN i WAS SOO MAD . BUT THEN WE PLAYED BASKETBALL/VOLLYBALL/i TLKD TO MY DANCE - P.E TEACHER . THEN i WENT TO GO GET DRESSED AND THE FiRE ALARM WENT OFF . O LORD. BUT iT WAS COOL LOL
**7TH HR. - i DiD NUTTEN BUT TLK TO CHARLES AND LiSTENiN TO MUSiC . iT WAS A LAYED BACK DAY . O YA AND A QUiZ . EASY UM BC i CHEATED OFF CHARLES BC i WAS CLUE*LESS
BUT THAT WAS MYY DAYY . HOPE U LOVE iT LOL . iK U WiSH U COULD BE WiTH ME ALL DAY HUH LOL . TOOOO FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNY . i LOVE EVERYONE .
HEATHER COME BACK TO US WE MiSS U . =[ <33
<33 KAiLANi AKA - TARUHSZ SULLY
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[18 Nov 2004|04:49pm] |
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WHATS UP ? NUTENN MUCH OVER HERE . iM MUY BORED . MY MOM MADE ME HANG UP THE FONE WiTH JOHNNY AND iDK WHY . SHES iNA BAD MOOD i THiNK ? O WELL . HOPEFULLY HELL BE HOME SOON ? i RELLLLLLLLLE DO . i MiSS HiM . ALOTT .
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM BOUT MYYY DAYYYYYYYYYY !!! - - - >
**1ST HR. - OMG SOOOOOOO MUCH FUN . ME - BOO [TARUH GET USED TO HER NAMED BEING BOO LOL] - ND LEXi ALL GOT PiCKED TO REMAKE THE REDNECK GRL DANCE . WOW SOO MUCH FUNN . LEXi WAS SOO OFF BUT ME AND TARUH WERE ON TRACK WEN WE HAD TO GO iNFROUNT OF THE CLASS . iT WAS SOO FUNNiE . BUT WERE WRKiN ON iT .
**2ND HR. - WELL i DiDNT GET TO TURN iN A PAPER i 4GOT AT HOME . WEN SHE TOLD ME THAT i COULD . GAYNESS HUH ? SO i WAS SAD . AND i DiD BAD ON WUNA MY TESTS . BUT i DiD GREEEATTT ON A QUiZ AND i WAS SOOOOOOOO HAPPY . THATS BOUT iT 4 THAT CLASS
**3RD HR. - HMMMMMMMMMMMMMM .. AWL WE DiD WAS READ THiS POEM THiNG AND THEN i TLKD TO JOE AND GiZZY . THAT WAS VERY FUN . THEY'RE GREAT LiSTENERSZ . AND i LOVE NEWUN WHO LiSTENSZ LMAO J/K LOL .
**4TH HR. - ME . HUGO . NiCH . AND GiZZY ALL SAT AT WUN TABLE . WE WERE MiSSEN PHiL THO . MUY SAD . LOL . BUT ALL WE DID iN THAT CLASS WAS WATCH A MOViE . iT WAS ON . UMMM . O YEAH . ViKiNGSZ LOL . THEY'RE VERYYY MEAN PEOPLE . i DEFF DONT WANNA RUN iNTO ONEA THEM . NOO WAYY ! THATS AWL . N E X T - - C L A S S !!
**5TH HR. - HEHE THERE WAS NO FiVE TODAYYYYY SiLLY DUCK . LOL
**6TH HR. - WELL iT STARTED VERRRRRRRRRRRY BAD . i GOT A DETENTiON ! URGH . MY 1ST TiME "LATE" . UM HOW WAS i LATE WEN i WAS RiGHT iNFRONT OF HER FACE ? UGHH DAMN i WAS SOO MAD . BUT THEN WE PLAYED BASKETBALL/VOLLYBALL/i TLKD TO MY DANCE - P.E TEACHER . THEN i WENT TO GO GET DRESSED AND THE FiRE ALARM WENT OFF . O LORD. BUT iT WAS COOL LOL
**7TH HR. - i DiD NUTTEN BUT TLK TO CHARLES AND LiSTENiN TO MUSiC . iT WAS A LAYED BACK DAY . O YA AND A QUiZ . EASY UM BC i CHEATED OFF CHARLES BC i WAS CLUE*LESS
BUT THAT WAS MYY DAYY . HOPE U LOVE iT LOL . iK U WiSH U COULD BE WiTH ME ALL DAY HUH LOL . TOOOO FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNY . i LOVE EVERYONE .
HEATHER COME BACK TO US WE MiSS U . =[ <33
<33 KAiLANi AKA - TARUHSZ SULLY
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last night was cool . i loved heathers " party " ! cake - aka made by lexi : was awsome . and i was the 1st to have some . i met new ppl . it was fun . we played cards and lex cheated = BUT ITS OK . NO RELE ITS OK . lol . nd the best part was sleepin in heathers bed . o ya and when she danced party monster . AWSOME . well i love u heather and boo and hulk . and im glad i met all them new ppl . yawl were cool . but im out . i have to wrk 2day and - lo siento - but id reather be tlkin to john than being online writen to u ;) lol juss kidddenn . i love everyone
<3 courtney - lmao ! [ kailani ]
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hey guysz . well 2day went good . dance class was maken me mad but itsz str8 . ive had john on my mind like all day . im rele geten sick of ppl telling me that me and john dont fukin count ; or askin me how we last while hes gone , and sayen all this crap to me . damn dont ne wun think how bad that might make me feel ? . john is my boyfriend weather hesz right down the street or hes in conn. and why the hell would we not count . we been tlkin for 9monthesz . and we been daten for 7 ! we count more than mosta u ppl that ask me that crap . and how many of u could actually last with a longdist. relationship . W/O cheating on ur blf . ? . could u even handel the shyt we go threw ? ull prolly say yes . but i bet that 99% of u couldnt ! but u kno what . me and john can . we have been for wat .. 3monthsz ? and sooooooooooo many / most of u only understand the fact that me and john fight . like i said before u dont see the sweet late night calls . and alllll the 1000sz of i love usz . and the " baby i wanna be with u 4eversz " .. and the thing about me and john that is different than alota u . is that weve been threw our hardddd times . shyt were going threw them now . and we willl be together forever . at one point in our lifes . well be together . forever . how many of u can actually say that with our a doubt in ur mind . well dont anwser that now bc u think so now . but ...
and im not puttin yawl down but shyt mosta u been puten me down w.o even knowin it . like when i try to tell how me and johnsz doin - CUTTEN ME OFF TO TELL ME ABOUT HOW U AND UR MAN IS DOING . [taruh uk ..] . and sittin there and tellin me that my bf is immature when urs is 17 and acts like hes 5 ? and telling me that mine doesnt count but at the same time look what urs putsz u threw . i mean come on !! when john was here . we were together EVERRY day . sonce jusa bout 2*22*04 ! i think we missed mayb 1 week . in all ! and uk wat . we never got sick of eachother . a few fights . but we never once made up in less than a day ! shoot less than a few hrsz. no matter how bad . we always new it could be wrked out . and it wasnt worth loosin our love over it . and ya we fight now . but its the stress . and the cautious-ness of the boysz and girls that are there when we arent . yawl are gunna sit here and tell me if ur blf lived 1800 milesz away u wouldnt stress bout grlsz huggen him and shyt ? and u guysz can honstly sit there and say u wouldnt stress bout the stupid ass boysz tryen to tlk to ur grl ? shoot yawld fight too . but me and johnny ALWAYS get over it . we always see the good . we always kno were guna have eachother till forever . and well always remember the wuns of u that dont help us wen we need u . or the wunsz that tell us to leave eachother . "itsz whats best" . bcusz if u havent noticed . when im without john as my bf im totally . not my self . and ik my trueee 477sz can see thaat !
taruh has been with me and john when he lived here . and we arent like normal couples . that will sit there and be alllllllll over eachother when u have ur friends with u . and we dont leave eachother out when were wit friends . i mean . were a normal . PERFECT ;) couple . well i admit were not perfect . ya we fight . but dont fights jus make u stronger ? u have to fight to let u kno that one and the other cares about whats goign on ! u kno what i mean ? i mean we fight over crazy things to ppl . but if were fightin over it it must mean sumthing to us . who cares . mayb ppl dont see it but u. u jus have to be us and see wat were goin threw to get it uk ?
- a true friend that understands -
TURRA: i d0n`t only see tha fites .. rr yo0 kidding .. EVRY RELATiONSHiP HAS itS UPS AND D0WNS ..
TURRA: fuk wut ppl say bout y0u guys kai .. only yo0 kn0 h0w ya`ll reali are .. nd thats ALL that matters ..
TURRA: awww kaiiiiiiii ! .. d0n`t cry =[ .. yo0 nd j0hn rr guna be together for eva .. i dont care if you only get to see each otha once evry 3 months .. you guys will never break up ..
see why is it that taruh [ aka turra lol ] actually understands and LISTENS TO ME WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO TLK TO ! idk but i kno im glad taht i have u mama . thnx 4 everything and seeing things the way i needed sum1 too for so long . good luck with ur lover my boo . mwah mwah . - if u ever need ne thing . jus call me uk im there boo ! -
idk i jus had to get junk off my chest i been thinkin bout sumum that happened in dance and it rele made me upset . but im cool now . i guess i kno they were kidden if they were but . idk it makes me upset styl . but im out
- cant wait till friday aka heathers big day -
i love u johnny and turra . u guys understand more than ne wun
<3 kailani raye .
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heather - i lve u to death i didnt 4get u . i jus tlkd to them today dear . or was in the process . lo siento heather . nd how can i 4get u .um ur no only the sexiest person alive but def the pim.es lol . iiii looooovvvveee yyyouuuuu !!
THIS WHOLE ENTRY IS FOR HEATHER ! - many funie timmes like taken he pic with me smellin or lookin at urr cha-chhh lol w.e i was doing ! or allll the pics w. my hand on ur bubble lol . o ya nd im deff 1st 4 ur partyyyy . lolololol . ilu
<3 kaaaayyy
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well sat. was my 1st day of wrk @ publix ! 1-6 . it went good / it was a verrry busy day to start on but i did good . i met this girl that goes to eli . nd this kid santiago who taught me everything i kno lol : hes st8 ! but yeah my day was good . i got like 5 in tips but sh dont tell on me lol . everyone takes em and wen i tell the ppl no they . well they dont take no 4 an anwser . so that was that . bronson wrks thee too . and this kid brandon was tlki to me alot . ose said hes stalker material lolol . shes muy funnii !
and today was bad . ! i woke up @ 6:30? nd was at wrk by 7:20 . mom took me 2 mcdonalds para a yummmmy sandwhich . ughhh thenn guess wat ? - i 4got my damn name tag thangy . o man i was maddd !! but it was aiight . no bigg . bronson was there so i wasnt alone all morning . ugh . the boys were muy lazyyyy ! they didnt go out to get carts mostly all day . well bronson did but not alota the other ones . I WAS OUT DOIN THAT SHYT LIKE ALLLLL DAY ! uh ad i can onli take in like 2 mayb 3 at a time .then wun time i had 4 and this man was pushin wun by me but a boy was right there and he jus let me get it . he wouldnt take it and im like u culda got that . hes like . well i thot u could handel it . im like ok fag ! i didnt say that but w.e , i was damn surre thinkin it !
but i ben tlkin to john all day . nd he and shay helpd me with my poject . but i g2g my step bro is leaven n i g2 cal john baq. x0x
<3 i love u shay and taruh and dee and alex and lex
AND MOST OF ALL JOHNNNYY DIAZZZ JRRR. xox guyssz !!
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1st of all . i wanna say jusa bout EVERY damn grl in conn. !! - yo all these lil girls sit there and are like "johnny your so cute" "JOHNNY I WANNA MAKEOUT WITH U RIGHT NOW" yo wtf hes got a fukin girl thats hes happy with . he dont need u . truss me i handel my business well . [ ;) ya i said it ] . listen heres the deal . i dont care if u think ima bytch . i could careless . and im usually not . but once ppl piss me off . hell yeah i can be . and alota u . R PISSEN ME OFF . i dont kno why the hell yawl make me so mad but if i hear bout one more of yawl grabbin my babys arms and tounchin him or doing whatever . ima flip on everyone . i dont care who u r . and i dont what the hell u think . i have no prob commen to conn for u to say to my face u dont like what im sayen . ! . just dont touch my man and stop stressin me bc unless u ben in my shoes u dont kno what the hell ur doin to me . SO HOP OFF HIS DIK AND LET US BREATHE !!
alex - wow damn . u think u kno a true friend right alex ? ok . u keep thinking that . u have no idea . u have told me sooo much am i right ? and have i told anyone . but wait how many ppl u tell things to run and say wat u told them . hey u prolly dont even kno alota ppl know . but its ok . ull see that one day . and when them ppl mess things up for u . ull see it . and ull see that stayen mad at sumum for gay things . esp ur bestfriend . ur TRUE bestfriend . alex i dont go tellin the stuff u tell me . i tell charles all good bout u . i stick up for u with so much alex . u have my secrets and i have urs . idc what ur mad at me 4 . apperiantly[sp] i pissed u off / and if i did and its reasonable ill be the 1st to say sry . but if i dissagree im sry but i wont . ur my 47 . if sum1 wants to fight u . ill put my hands up . if sumum happenss w. charles ill be the 1st to back u up . but when u say i do sumum . and u hurt me even tho ur not noticen it . ill be the 1st to keep my mouth shut .
i g2g . i jus :'( . i hope everyone has a great fn life bc mine sucks right about now . thanks taruh u always got muh back . deff wuna the true wunsz
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today is me and johnsz 7monthsz . damn im so happy . i love him more than ne-one can think of . everyone always sees the bad . but yawl never see the sweet things he tells me on the fone . how he says he hopes one day he can marry me . and when its the right moment and we feel its perfect - he wants to buy promise rings . hes the most sweetest person in the world . some gerls say well how can u deal with him or w.e they say . and its just because he never opened up to u like he has me . he didnt love u like he loves me [ not being rude ] . or mayb u just didnt love him . idk . all i kno is im happy that hes with me . and that hes the love of my life !
well school was good . nutn exciting . taruh and her madre piked us up for school this morning . [ p.s thnx guysz heehee ] ! hmm wat elsz ? well ~ theres bout nutn elsz . me and taruh were rockin out p.i.m.p shirts that are spray-painted and mine sayd kailani and hers said tara . duh ? but it was awsome . i loved it . and we both had on dark pants [ taruh hada skirt ] . damn we were hott . uk uk . p.s dont hate lol . lexiers didnt come to escuela .hmm not cool . yesterday no heather . 2day no lexie . hmmmmm ? but it was kool . me heather and ana [ alex dont sit with us ne more . why u ask ? puess , yo no sey lolol taruh ! hahaha ] ate soo much . we had chee-bugers and fries [( duhhhh )and the pizza . get this . THE CHEESEE WASSS REALLLLLLLL . wooo haaa . i was amazed ! it was awsome . i loved it . yumm . o and i got more fries lol . piggys huh . oinkkkkkkkkk oinkkkkkkkkk . ya ya u kno it ! hm 7th hr was cool . i jamed to music and chille . tlkd with charles and danielle . and beat us ben lol like always . and hmm o i took my notes . that bout it lol . then i came home and slept and came on here and tlkd to my baby . phil . stine . lex a lil . and the wonderful shay baby . - i miss u so much shay baby and i hope i can see u soon ! ull get pics soon ! mwah
well now im about to go but i wanna let johnny know something
johnny baby i love u so much . you have been there for me threw everything ! my goods and my bads . with family and friends . helping me pick what to wear on the 1st day of school . running to my house . risking geten introuble jus to see me one last time before u had to leave me . crying in my arms till you had to leave . baby i love u and i love how ur not like all the other dbsz [taruh lol] out there that are afraid to show their feelings and are to worried about how cool they look to kiss their g/fsz and say i love u when ur with ur friends . and jus to write me a email letten me know how much u miss me and how much u wish i was in your arms . u duno how much all that means to me . baby i love u and i always will . ur my life-time partner . and - i dont want anyone elsz . we have our hard times . but anyone can deff. see that we work threw it ! we always do . and we always will .
U EITHA RIDE OR COLLIDE WIT US . JOHNNY DIAZ AND KAILANI RAYE . TOGETHER SINCE 4.02.04 ! AND WILL BE TOGETHER FOREVER ! [ ALL MY LOVE . ALL MY LIFE BABY ]
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lol itsz been 100000000 daysz since i've wroten ! lo siento everyone lol . well lemme update u ...
me n johnny are muyyyy bueno ! i love that boy so much i cant wait till i can see his beautiful smile and breath-takin eyes again ! that will deff. be wunna the best daysz of my life . im hoping that mommy will lemme c him a.s.a.p ! all im puttin on my xmas list is - " LEMME GO SEE JOHN . ILL PAY NO PROB . " .. soo well see . i want him to come here but - i dont want him to tell nuna u bc im greddie and want him all to myself . - pwahahaha ! NO IM SERIOUS ACTUALLY .
me , lexi , taruh . lexisz dad and joe all went to islands of adventure this weekend .OOOMMMGGG ! me and taruh will be the 1st to admit we were l-----l close to peeing in our panties lol ! we were deff together the whole night . lexi was scared holdin on to joe . her was being a nerd and runnin up to the scary men and scaren the crap outa poor lexersz ! 1.2.3 - awwwweee - ! we went into this scary house called hellgate prison . WOOO HAAA ! muyyyyyy scary ! i was grabben on to lexisz dads shirt like whoa ! and taruh lol ! it was awsome ! i loved it even tho i swear i was so close to "dropin a chalupa" lmmaaoo .. wrds or lexisz padre ! to funnie . well then we went on the hulk aka lexi 3x's ! but then joe got scared . 1.2.3 - awwwe - ! coughNOTcough . lol jk ! well then we went onto another house well me taruh and the dad . and we went to doolin dragons and got free express pass bc the ride broke . and then wen went to universal and culdnt go on jaws so we went to m.i.b and got extra extra express pass ! so amazing ! and . well we got shirtsz made but thats bout it . o and out 1st ride was the dino ride with the huge drop ! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! u couldnt even c me in the bc blc i was hiden in taruhsz lap like WOOO HAAA !! then we went home blah blah . but were deff wearin our shirts 2morro huh ladiesz lol . sry not u joe lol .
2dai in school was a drammma day huh taruh ! but w.e gay ppl never make it lmao . hm that was kinda cute . oooo yyyaaa . ! um and p.s HEATHER U DIDNT MAKE MY LJ SEXIE . TEAR . ! ok baqck to my day . well it was very gay . it started off bad bc i was soo tired and alex didnt tell me she wasnt going to school so i had to rush mom bc it was late alrede . and then she got ina bad mood . and yesz alex ik its not ur job to take me so dont get all mad / im jus sayen bc we always go with u . ne waysz . per . 1-4 was good ! and 6 was fun i playen volleyball ! muy fun ! and 7th was . o-k bc drama again / and i didnt have music bc charles wasnt there - lol - but it was str8 i did all my makeup 4 that class and i tlkd w. cheech , and wrote john da man ! lol
well im deff. outa heree . im tlkin to the bestest boyfriend aka johnny diaz and phillycastro aka . hm phil duh lol . so im outiee . =] . mwaaaahh
<333 - kailani raye ; aka taruhsz boo lol
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